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What is this life all about man??

2006-08-11T08:47:00.000+08:00

You Knw what? i always wonder what the hell is this life all about?.

It dosent make sense at all. not even a bit. From the early stages of life till today that i am alive... i still cant put things together and make complete sence out of life.

maybe it takes about 60 or 70 or 80 years of life for mankind to know aobout life.

there will always be questions that many of us will not be able to answer...

things like:
What is this world?
what am I actually?
What am i doing in this world?
What is everyone doing in this world?
Whats with the birth and death?
Where i cam from?
where am i going on to next?
whats the final destination?
What i need to do to get there?
Everyone goes there?
Where is there? Heaven?
Whose been there? its imagination rite?
No one knows for sure?

things like this will always creep onto my mind every now and then. Probably i need to do alot more reading and probing to mkae sence out of life.

Lets just imagine my small hamster, i keep him in a small cage, i give him plenty of food, water, care and etc. He wakes up every day, plays, eats, drinks and of course shits and sleeps again and the cycl goes round and round.

Whats life for him?
Why is he here?
Whats his journey?
where is he headed to?

Are we both going to the same place?.
Same heaven?
or He is going to animal heaven and me goin to Human's heaven.

But i realized one thing for sure. The life that my hamster is leading and the life that i am leading, is not different.
I do the same thing that he does. and thats all i have in my life. In a way my life is an hamster's life. He cant move out of the cage, neither do i, i cant go out of this earth also....rite?

His water and food is provided for, so is mine...and of couse its all limited. One day it will all dry up.

Only difference is i am putting my mind to wirk and creating values, which of course he does not., He need not perhaps. well so to day I realised that my life and the bloody hamster's life is the same. Not i dont knwo if i am happier or sadder.

Jeeezzzzzzz.

The Last Communist BANNED ???

2006-05-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

The latest thing in the malaysian movie industry.....Some peanut brained people banned a good Movie.

Well thats not new you would say. But Hey!!! thats thenot the issue here its even worse than we thought....read on.

What you expect in Malaysia after all? we have a Government who is too careful and thinks itself as the Moral Guardian and is here to ensure that it is appointed to do the honour of making sure we are all well protected and safe guarded by some EVIL elements out there. But whats so Evil? It seems that these people have not even seen the movie and that they are irked that this documentary is abt chinese guy and not a malay guy!!!! What crap man?

And you know what? this documentary has been screened at all the prestigious places...To quote from Amir's Blog "Lelaki Komunis Terakhir made its world premiere at the prestigious Berlin Film Festival in February. The audience included the Malaysian ambassador to Germany who said he enjoyed it. It has since been invited to 14 other film festivals around the world, including London, Seattle, Vancouver and Hong Kong."

Well here you go. So why cant we in Malaysia see it? Pls show us that you and your people are actually using some greymatter in this aspect Sir, Mr Deputy Home Minister Datuk Tan Chai Ho . I am saying this becoz, i dont see any basis in making this call. What do you mean Public want it to be banned? Then who am I? Who are we? Who the hell are the public that you are talking abt? the Umno youth? or the Umno putera?

Do you see any basis at all? Well I dont. I think Berita Harian has its own merit to write what ever it thinks it wants to write. After all these are the same people who wrote abt the Jewish glorifying crap on their paper. And just because the Public that Berita Harian sampled said something , the Ministry is so shaken up that it can call for a Ban on the film?

Any serious thought as to what the other samples were thinking abt this movie? Hello you are forgetting abt the silent majority here again?

Emm is Berta Harian So powerful? My God. If it is so i think we are in dear trouble. What will happen if for 5 consecutive days they run a very extensive review abt some stupid thing like this again? The Ministry will jump again?

Prove me wrong. You guys retracted the letter on the 5th Evening. And Berita Harian only coverd this on the 3rd and 4th and the 5th? on May 3, 4 and 5 of the newspaper.

I am still amused that a decision to call off the movie can be made at such lightning speed and that the letter can be sent to the poor guy by the 3rd day of the propaganda in BH i.e on the 5th. Thats amusing by the malaysian Goverment's Standards. How come no one asked the Ministry to close one eye in this case?

Well prove us wrong Mr Dep. Minister. Is BH pulling some very strong Cables or are they not? The verdict is out there. Will they allow it? we shall have to wait and see.

Maybe some one should just make a leak and pass this unintentionally to those Illegal VCD guys, they will get it to us. Anyway we are already seeing a lot of unethical movies from them right now.

A prayer for the 01:02:03:04:05:06

2006-05-03T09:47:00.000+08:00

“Tomorrow, at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00 in the morning, the time and date will be 01:02:03 04/05/06.”

If you are already sleeping by then, then forget abt it.

But If you are still awake. Then I have a suggestion what you can do just for that second or u can dedicate that few second to say a prayer.

A prayer can be about anything, try not to be selfish and pray only for yourselves ok?

Below are a few prayers that you can choose from to say during that second.:

Say a prayer for the world peace.
Say a prayer so that Tsunami’s don’t happen
Say a prayer for the 294000 people (including 68 from malaysia) who perished in the worst Tsunami happened in 2005.
Say a prayer so that the Bird flu does not spread
Say a prayer that a Nuclear war does not happen in Iran.
Say a prayer so that the earth and mother nature to be taken good care by man kind.
Say a prayer for those people who are living as refugee in Dafur Sudan.
Say a prayer for those people affected in Pakistan Earthquake and still living in campsites.

Or you can also pray for:
- No hike in fuel price for next year.
- More bonus and salary for next year
- A 4D strike?
- Even better pray for a Big Sweep Strike.
- Not to be mugged by some psycho
- Your home not to be robbed
- Your family & children will be safe

The Path Ahead

2006-03-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

The path ahead is always there. Some times it is clear, But many times its very hazy. So its up to you to walk the path and decide if you are going to make it or not.

Hello World

2006-03-28T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hi

Hi This is my first experiment in the Blog space. Its a dream for me to have my own blog and finally it has come true. I intend to capture life as .

Well life is cool around here. But sometimes things can be a bit of a pain especially with alot of crazy people running the whole show around here.

So i hope if someone stumbles to my Blog, they would enjoy it and pls accept my appologies if this is not really the killer blog as i am still on a steep learning curve.

ciao.